Sometimes I wonder...

Sometimes I wonder why I can never get a boyfriend.
I always end up falling for someone who is either taken or just wants to be friends.
Last night I hung out with one of my friends who I had not seen in a long time.
I used to be in love with him & somehow it faded into just liking him.
After spending time with him the feelings resurfaced & I find myself in love again.
We talked together, we danced together, we smiled together.
He held me as we danced for most of the night & I felt safe.
He looked into my eyes, & I in his & I couldn`t help but smile.
Upon leaving he gave me multiple hugs & held me for longer than just a friend would.
Here I am today thinking about him happily
That is until I find out that he like the rest has no desire of being more than friends.
He, Scotty has a girlfriend.