Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Could Things Get a Little Worse?

He knows, some how Ryan knows that I like him. I`m not supposed to know this, but I do. I`m not exactly sure why, but it really hurts me to know this. I was a dumb ass & asked him a question then to cover up I said that it was Michelle. He told her that he knows & I've just been sitting here thinking about it. And I've almost been in tears since  10:21, that`s when he asked her if she could keep a secret. I know I`m not supposed to know, but the expressions she made while she was talking to him just let me know. I just wish that someone would like me, as more than a friend. Well I don` even know if anyone reads this, but I really just needed to get this out.  

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