Tough Girl

Ever since I started going out with Bryan I`ve been crying more. Yes tough girl can cry. Maybe it's because of him... Now don't get me wrong, I love Bryan more than anything in the world and would be completely lost without him. But maybe because I'm with him I'm vulnerable again, because I'm with someone there's a chance of getting hurt. No matter how small that chance is.

I got bored. Stuff you probably don`t care about, about me.

A
- Available: Nope =]
- Age: 17
- Annoyance: People. Is that mean?
- Animal: Penguin
- Actor: Orlando Bloom, Johnny Depp, Jesse Spencer
- Actress: Keria Knightley

B
- Beer: Um...no.
- Birthday/Birthplace: June 18, 1991. Pittsburgh, PA
- Best Friend: That's hard. Cassie, Sam, Amanda, Lauren, Michelle, Debra, Ryan, Scott, Chuck, James.
- Body Part on opposite Lips =]
- Best feeling in the world: Either the one I get right after being kissed, or the one I get every time I walk into Mellin Arena.
- Best weather: Warm
- Been on stage?: All the time for school
- Believe in yourself?: Yep
- Believe in life on other planets: not sure
- Believe in miracles: YES
- Believe in Magic: yes and no
- Believe in Religion: yes
- Believe in Santa: hell yea, he's Tim Allen
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: nope

C
- Car: Ford Mustang, however Porsches are pretty sexy
- Candy: Hersey's kisses
- Cried in school: came close, but no.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: It depends on my mood.
- Chinese/Mexican: It depends on my mood.
- Cake or pie: depends Hmmm... it depends
- Country to visit: Either Scotland or Canada

D
- Day or Night: Mid-day and night
- Dream vehicle: 2005 Ford Mustang GT Convertible and in silver
- Dance: I like to swing dance with my friend Scott.
- Dance in the rain?: Yes, I`m pretty sure it was with Michelle too.
- Do the splits?: Nope

E
- Eggs: scrambled with ketchu
- Eyes: My eyes, blue. Eyes I like, it really depends I like blue, but brown can be pretty sexy too.
- Everyone has a: smile
- Ever failed a class?: not that I know of

F
- First crush: No way I remember that, it was way too long ago.
- Full name: Miriya Lauryl Angel Soergel
- First thoughts waking up: Can I go back to sleep?

G
- Greatest Fear(s): Dying, losing someone I love.
- Goals: To go to the USAF, go to RMU, work for the Penguins. Get married, have kids.
- Gum: Um, I`m not sure
- Get along with your parents?: sometimes
- Good luck charm: Penguins' pendant.


H
- Hair Color: light brown.
- Height: 5' 1''
- Happy: I`d say content
- Holiday: Christmas
- How do you want to die: Of a heart attack while announcing a Penguins' game.
- Health freak?: no
- Hate: NHL officials

I
- Ice Cream: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough
- Instrument: Bagpipes

J
- Jewelry: My bracelet, thistle ring, cross pendant
- Job: babysitter

K
- Kids: eventually.
- Kickboxing or karate: huh?
- Keep a journal?: i do in writing letters to people

L
- Longest Car Ride: Tennessee
- Love: The Most Powerful thing there is
- Letter(s): M
- Laughed so hard you cried: yea
- Love at first sight: hell yea

M
- Milk flavor: Um... chocolate is good.
- Movie: It depends, I think at the moment it POTC
- Mooned anyone?: no
- Marriage: Someday yes.
- Motion sickness?: Sometimes on the bus if I don`t have my music
- McD's or BK: Neither

N
- Number of Siblings: 4
- Number of Piercings: 2
- Number: 6 or 11

O
- Overused Phrases: Um... I say definitely a lot.
- One phobia: That I have, I don`t know.

P
- Place you'd like to live: Pittsburgh, it's my home.
- Perfect Pizza: It depends on my mood. Right now one with pineapple.
- Pepsi/Coke: It depends, I like them both.

Q
- Quail: What about a quail?

R
- Reason to cry: Extremely pissed off or depressed.
- Reality T.V.: Um... sometimes.
- Radio Station: 105.9 THE X
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: yea

S
- Song: Damn that's hard Probably Don't Stop Believing
- Salad: Yum. Haha
- Shrimp?: Yes.
- Sport?: HOCKEY!!!
- Skipped school: Yea, to go to Pens practice, it was so worth it.
- Slept outside: yea. At work this summer we took naps on a picnic table.
- Seen a dead body?: yea
- Shower Daily?: yea
- Sing well?: People tell me I do, I only think so occasionally.
- Stuffed Animals?: I have to many, I love them.
- Single/Group dates: I depends. As long as I`m with Bryan it doesn't matter.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries
- Scientists need to invent: not really invent but find a cure for juvinile diabetes

T
- Time for bed: Whenever I fall asleep. It's different everyday.
- Thunderstorms: They're fun, lightning is pretty
- TV: NCIS, House, Pens games, wrestling
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: If I`m being a smart ass yes.

U
- Unpredictable: Porbably not.

V
- Vegetable you hate: cauliflower
- Vegetable you love: brocoli
- Vacation spot: Scotland or Chimney Rock North Carolina

W
- Weakness: Tickling, and one other that won't be disclosed.
- When you grow up: I want to work for the Penguins
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you? Michelle or Shelby
- Who makes you laugh the most: Michelle, Shelby, or Lauren
- Worst feeling: the one I get after the Pens have a bad loss, it's not really one feeling, it's a combination of sadness and disappointment.
- Wanted to be a model: no
- Worst weather: Either super hot or super cold.

X
-X-Ray: vision? um, no?

Y
-Year now: 2009
-Yellow: it's an okay color however las vegas gold is so much cooler.

Z
- Zoo animal: Penguin
- Zodiac sign: Gemini

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Hello all, I felt the need to say something since it is the new year.

At this point last year I never thought that I would be anywhere near as happy as I am. Let me start off my saying that I am one of the luckiest girls on the entire planet, I have the greatest boyfriend ever. Now I know that ever girl says this about their new guy, but it`s true. He really is the sweetest, most perfect guy I have ever met in my life. For those of you who don`t know him personally or even know about him his name is Bryan. I met him after complaining to my best friend all summer about how I "needed" a boyfriend. Well he came through on his promised birthday present of a "boyfriend". It was a blind date, well sort of. He knew stuff about me and had seen pictures of me, but all I knew about him was his first name and that he worked with my friend. Upon meeting him I didn`t think that he had any feelings for me, but was later proven wrong when we talked until late into the night. Now here I sit a month and a half later completely in love with the boy.

He really is the sweetest guy ever. Now those of you who know me know that I am not at all girlie, well this boy makes me smile and giggle like a little girl. He is always either holding my hand or holding me, he loves to tell me that he loves, all the time, and he tells others that he loves me. He opens doors for me, he kisses me hand, overall he is the perfect guy.

Please girls tell me you wouldn`t love him, I dare you to.

He is the love of my life and I owe so much to my best friend Ryan. Thank you best friend I owe you my life, and you will be the best man in the wedding.

Things you might not know.

1. The Pittsburgh Penguins are my life, and I reccently found out that I have a fear of being without them.

2. I had been single for almost two years, that is until a little less than a month ago. And now thanks to my best friend I have the greatest boyfriend in the world.

3. As much as I can`t stand them I don`t know what I would do without my family, and I can`t wait until my dad comes home.

4. I may be short and skinny but I`m tough, so don`t mess with me.

5. I`m pretty easy to get along with and will talk to just about anyone, but if we have different beliefs it may be a little harder for us to be friends.

6. Singing used to be something that I loved to do, now not so much. You`ll only catch me singing when I`m in school, at band practice, or just having fun with my friends.

7. Sleep and food, two of the best things in the world.

8. I try to get good grades in school, but this year is a little harder than others.

9. The USAF is what I plan to do with the four years of my life after high school. I want to be an Air Force Fire Fighter. (Like my dad).

10. Robert Morris University is the college for me, hopefully after the Air Force I get accepted there.

11. Writing is something I love to do whether it be my "book" or reviews of Pens games. However I can not stand writing papers for school.

12. I believe that looks aren`t everything, and that`s probably why I wear jeans, a hoodie, and a hat everyday. If you can`t get past what I wear than you`re probably not someone that I want to "hang" with anyway. It`s personality, what`s inside that matters.

13. My friends are what get my through the day, without them I don`t know what I would do.

14. House is now and addiction. I love Dr. Chase.

15. I believe in second chances, first impressions aren`t always the best things to judge people by.

16. Celtic music is love; Pogey, Gaelic Storm, Glengarry Bhoys, Floggy Molly, Seven Nations, etc.

17. Yes, tough girl can cry. And it`s normally when it comes to something dramatic happening with the Penguins (a trade or serious injury) but it can also happen during random parts of movies.

Anyone watch House? (Dr. Chase)

I reccently became obsessed with House and it is basically the only thing I watch other the Penguins' games. I am also very taken by Dr. Chase, and this is a little something I thought up about Dr. Chase and I. (Totally fictional, even though I wish that it would happen. Feel free to comment.
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So you know how my back really hurt today? Well it`s because things got a little rough with Chase last night. It had been a long day as always, House had us running everywhere. I was wearing a black pin stripe suit with a dark blue cami. I walked into the locker room to find a bouquet of yellow and white roses above my locker. The smell filled the room but I brought them down to my nose anyway and a smile came to my face as I knew that someone else had entered the room. I turned around to see Chase wearing a red shirt with a red and black striped tie. “I thought you would like them.”

“They`re beautiful.”

“As are you,” he said with a smile. Without even a thought I started towards him and before I knew it his arms were around my waist holding me just inches from him. “You are truly beautiful,” the sexy Australian accent sent shivers down my spine, as did the kiss he then placed on my lips. He pushed me up against the locker without breaking the kiss and I ran my fingers through his thick blonde hair.

“Chase,” I said pulling away; my fingers still clung to his soft hair.

“I know this isn`t very romantic, kissing in the locker room. I`m sorry,” and with that a smile spread across his lips as he took my hand and led me out to the hallway. We were practically running and soon we made it to House’s office. “I`m glad he went home,” he said with a sly smile. “I love you.”

“Mmm,” was all I could get out as his lips were back on mine. My hands which were clasped behind his neck slid down to his chest and started to loosen his tie. “Silk?” He nodded and again his lips were back on mine, and this time it wasn`t a soft kiss, it was rough and hungry; but still passionate. His tie was now loose enough that I slipped it over his head and quickly reconnected our lips. He backed me up against the window as I started to unbutton his soft, dark red shirt. With the last button undone I caught a glimpse of his well toned body and ran my hand up and down his chest and stomach as he slid his arms out of the sleeves. It was still on his shoulders, but not for long as I wrapped my hands around his neck causing the shirt to fall to the floor. My jacket quickly followed and he ran his hands over my arms, which were now at his belt loops, pulling me closer. Inching my cami up he broke the kiss and quickly pulled it over my head. With a quick glance down a smile came to his face and I knew that things were going to speed up, and quickly. His hands went to unbutton and unzip my pants and they quickly went to the floor, he quickly looked me up and down as I undid the button and zipper on his black pants. They fell to the floor and I ran my hand along the waist band of his dark purple and gray boxers causing him to let out a deep moan. He ran his hands up my back from my waist causing a moan to escape my lips, but before I knew it his lips were on mine and my bra was on the floor. Within a matter of seconds my underwear, his boxers, and the two of us were on the floor. He was on top & I couldn`t help but scream his name.

“I love you Dr. Robert Chase,” I said and he placed a kiss on my cheek before lying down on the floor next to me.

“And I love you.”

“I`m glad I keep an extra set of clothes here,” I said when we were back in the locker room. He ran his hand along my cheek and kissed my lips. “Chase, House is going to be here any minute.”

“Fine.”

We walked into the hallway to find House. “Morning House,” I said with a smile.

“You two are rather happy this morning,” he said walking away. All Chase and I could do was look at each other and smile.

Hmm

I am so sick of everyone, mostly teachers, talking about college. Yes at some point I will go to college, but not right away.

I am joining the US Air Force & going active duty straight out of high school.

I really cannot stand people who scream things in the middle of the National Anthem. I don`t care if you`re not patriotic, but it`s so disrespectful. There are men & women out there risking their lives so you can be safe & free, & you can`t be silent for 90 seconds.

My dream is to go to Robert Morris University & major in Communications.

I would do anything to work for the Pittsburgh Penguins.

Friends are pretty much what keep me sane (or insane). Without them I don`t know what I would do.

I`m kind of close with my family, mostly my brother Chuck, my sister Sharon, & my dad.

I miss my dad, but I try not to show it too much. I don`t want people to get worried about me.

Irish music is pretty much the most amazing stuff out there. Well really Celtic music in general. Gaelic Storm, Pogey, & The Glengarry Bhoys are some of my favorite bands.

The members of Pogey showed me that to enjoy music you have to have fun with it.

Bagpipes are my favorite instrument & I`m "learing" to play them.

I cannot stand my hair & the only feature I really like are my eyes.

Without my best friend Ryan there is no way in hell I would have made it through this summer.

The Twilight series are four of the best books I`ve ever read in my life.

I sing, but I really don`t like to anymore unless it`s for band.

People who can`t be quiet during moments of silence really piss me off. (Playoffs 08 for Luc Bourdon)

I have the most amazing, sweetest boyfriend ever! (Thank you Ryan!!!)

I love hockey players & bagpipers, I can`t help it.

I have a massive crush on Mark Eaton & Brooks Orpik.

The Mellon Arena is my home away from home & I`ll miss it so much when it`s gone.

The Pittsburgh Penguins are my OBSESSION & I love them more is probably healthy.

That`s probably more than you wanted to know, but when I get inspired I write.

That`s it, byes!
-Mir

Jacob Black?

Since I made a list for Edward I figured I should make one for Jacob too. So this is how I see Jacob, in terms of features I took from various Pittsburgh Penguins.

Hal Gill's height
Jordan Staal's smile
Max Talbot & Kris Letang's hair
Sidney Crosby's body
Marc-Andre Fleury's caring heart
Evgeni Malkin's eyes
Colby Armstrong's lips.

I know that it`s not much, but they don't really give a good discription of any of his other features. So this is what I took from my reading so far & this is how I picture Jacob. Not the way that the damn person who did the casting for the movie see him. I really don't agree with any of the people they casted. I have to say that I really don`t think that there is anyone in the world sexy enough to play Jacob or Edward.